2005-02-23

Do not read!! it's unnecessary!!

dear diary,
today i felt so weak
emotionally weak!
can't stop thinking bout the times that i've been through
and i'm regret!

dear diary,
sometimes being too independent is not that good
climb the 'mountain' alone
overcome the problems yourself
and try to find out how to survive
without any helping hands

dear diary,
so far, i can maintain my life
and make it nearly perfect!
but somehow I'll find the barrier
which cannot be faced with one hand!

dear diary,
i'm starting to worry
starting to feel lonely
I know this individualism started to creep
into my soul deeply

dear diary,
Am I a normal human being?
Sometimes I cannot interact with other people
and sometimes I feel that i'm lost somewhere
and nobody's there

dear diary,
I'm not a little girl anymore
though some people regard me so!
I want to stand up with my own efforts
and I think this is how I grow mature

dear diary,
do you think I need someone to rely on?
though i'm still OK with the freesoul on
I ask again, "Do you think so?"
in fact, loneliness has become my part

dear diary,
there are too much things to tell
too much choices to choose
and too much secrets to keep
can't decide which one's the best!

dear diary,
though the pain makes me suffer
though the friends haven't understand
the life must go on
I know my future is around



|10:43 AM|


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